Annyeong haseo!
Hola! Happy new year!
So this is the first day of 2019, and I'm writing an entry right now (11pm), well its an improvement huh? B) This is like a mandatory new year's post, I'll try to not making it too serious ( but I can't make it fun too x] ))
I want to write this on full english ( I'm learning yknow haha) , I don't know what time will i finished this post, but i'll give it a try.
Here we go again!
Previously on 2018
The Job
Well last year I was having an up and down on my job. I decided to resigned from the hospital where i've been worked on for two years. It was like an impulsive decision, but I just couldn't stand it worked in an unhealthy environment. I didn't get an appreciation i deserved for my work ( well, if you are a medical worker you'll used to it anyway), i couldn't stand it any longer, so i was out. Then, the job hunting began, i wanted to work in a company, as a company's doctor, but i didn't get a call for sometime, so i tried to applied to another hospital, where my friend worked. I was in just fine, after an adjustment here and there, i managed to do it quite well i guess. Then someday i got a call from the company i applied to, they said i was accepted! Wohooooooooooo!! so happy. So i started to do a double job in a hospital and a company. I've seen many of my friends did that, they even had a triple job, so I thought if they can, why can't I?. But damn, it was so hard, so tiresome. I didn't get any full day off, i worked everyday, it was exhausting! No pain no gain they say, ugh x( Long story short, I finally couldn't handle the overlaped schedule anymore, and I decided to resigned from the hospital, so I can focus work in a company. And here I am, having a night shift while writing this (ps; I write this when there's no patient tho).
I hope this year I will do good on my job, or even have a side job to earn money (yesss, i need moneeeeeyyy), Amen!
The Trips
I didn't get many opportunity to do a trips, as you can read above, i worked like crazy. But hey, don't worry i still had a few escape trip last year hehehehe. With a limited time and budget I still got to escaped to Malang and visiting Mt. Bromo with my sister, and went to Jogja too last month. Hoping this year i could go anywhere rather far, holiday aboard maybe? Amen!
The Friendship
This is a delicate topic to talk about. I will not refer anything to anyone, please do notice. This year I got a new friends and I got a lil bit closer to a-not-so-new-friends. Ah, and I reconciled too. So, less conflict, got more friends and I hope this year too!
The Selflove
Well, for the last two years I've been starting to do more selflove acts. After that melodramatic sad brokenheart moment, i decided to love my self more each day. You know, the feeling of not being good enough for someone you loved the most was a deppresive feeling. You kept blaming yourself for not being good enough so they went for someone else, it was miserable feeling. But its far behind me now, and I'm happy for my life now :)
Ah!~ on the journey ( deuuh journey) to love myself, I discovered them. Who are they? It's BTS! Do you know BTS? ( LOL I sounded like Kim Seokjin rite now). They are a South Korean's boyband. I'm not a typical Kpop fan, I never idolize a boyband before, but now I am. One day when I scrolled to my instagram feeds, I accidentaly stumbled on one post, it was a post when they gave a speech in the UN. When I saw that I couldn't help being amazed, that a boyband could gave a speech in the UN! And the message they delivered was about loving yourself. wow! So I googled them, I looked into their song, I dig deeper, and I couldn't help falling for them. Their message, ther song, their personality, their love for each other member, I'm falling hard I even started to learned korean, LOL! If you don't know them yet, please do search them, but I am warning you, once you fall for them, you can't unlove them. They said once you Jimin, you can't Jimout x))). And just like that, I became an ARMY! want to be lowkey 'bout it, but scr*wed it! I am an ARMY 😆. Its too late i know being a kpop fangirl in this age, but can't help it haha. I don't care if there's someone mocked me for being a fangirl, because not only loving them, they also made me love myself more. So now, I do what make me happy, I love myself! 💜💜
The Lovelife
What can i write here..Ah, nothing yet. Sadly. Next year it should be witten a happy story of this year, Amen!
Soooo, thwas my 2018 stories. It's time to make a New Year's resolution. new year, new me? ahahhaah no, new year better me it is! The short term goals this year, here they are:
- Got another job, enjoy my work and make much moneeeeyyyy
- Going a trip aboard. I've been thinking to go to South Korea this day...hmmmm shall I?
- Learn Korean
- Going to BTS' concert ( LOL I want it so bad)
- Start to look after my health. I should start to work out or anything like that, eat healthy, think healthy (because I am oooooolllllllddddddd nooooooooooooooooo x[ )
- Get Married ( an ultimate goal this year haha)
- Be a better person inside out.
Okay, that's it! I'm sorry for the mess I made, hopefully I didn't attract the grammar nazi xixixixi
See you next year :B
